Unconsciousness

It's so hard when everything you do is not understood.
It's so sad when everything you say it's not approved.
It hurts every time they confuse you with others and blame you.
It's impossible to stand sharing the same place.

Imaginary love

"Beautiful, you're beautiful,

as beautiful as the sky

Wonderful, it's wonderful,

to know that you're just like I

And I'm sure you know me well,

as I'm sure you don't

But you just can't tell

Who'll you love and who you won't

Don't let your life wrap up around you

Don't forget to call, whenever

I'll be here just waiting for you

I'll be under your stars forever

Neither here nor there just right beside you..."

Don't bring me down

I thought it was over.
I guess it will never be. The past keeps dragin me to him, and last night I knew it'd be forever.
Forever! Exactly what I try to avoid. But i will always belong somehow to him and he will always be mine, thought we will never be together. It's a funny thing how we have to accept certain things. I could let him go ( or at least I like to think that) but I won't. He's too beautiful.
He hurts, I hurt. We compete and drag each other to misery. But somehow we understand each other so well that we are soulmates. But we dont complement, we are too much of the same. And the attraction that this brings, also makes us compete all the time.
It's funny, once you accept how things are, feel so helpless.
But as long as our mind is healthy, we can live with beauty and pain.

There is...something

Robert Sings:
Remember the first time I told you I love you
It was raining hard and you never heard
You sneezed! and I had to say it over
I said `I love you` I said...you didn`t say a word
Just held your hands to my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers
Held your hands to my shining eyes
and smiled as you kissed me

"If you die," you said, "so do I" you said...
And it starts the day you make the sign
"Tell me I`m forever yours and you`re forever mine Forever mine..."

"If you die," you said, "so do I" you said...
And it starts the day you cross that line
"Swear I will always be yours and you`ll always be mine
You`ll always be mine Always be mine..."

Remember the last time I told you I love you
It was warm and safe in a perfect world
You yawned and I had tos ay it over
I said `I love you`I said...you didn`t say a word
Just held your hands to your shining eyes
And I watched as the tears ran through your fingers
Held your hands to your shining eyes and cried
"If you die," you said, "so do I" you said...
But it ends the day you see how it is
There is no always forever... Just this...

And I think, it might not be the safest way.
We all fear, not the lack of happines, but the end of it.
There is nothing worse that to loose rather than not to have.
And we take a deep breath and hope it lasts forever.

But if you stop thinking about the fuckin tomorrow,
if you stop hoping nothing will ever change,
you could instead open your eyes and see what you have
and as long as you live through it
as long as you embrace it
and love it
now
if it fades,
it could never truly leave you.

Opening Times

It's like waking up because the sun hits your eyes.

It's like not remembering that light exists, and suddenly rediscover it.

We've been living in the shadows too long,

in a space getting dimmer and dimmer

and you don't even notice anymore.

So when the light hits your eyes, you're amazed.

How could you forget it? How could you go back to the shadows?

We are going back, we will fall again,

but right now you hold on as tight as you can to your new world,

hoping it wont fade away.

Or at least not too soon.