To erase you

I am truly confused.

The end of reality is near, and every day there are less and less things I can count on as true.
You'd tell me that there is no truth. And I would believe you, like I've always had.

I am (or at least someone in me is) so profoundly devoted to your philosophy, and not.
I believe in you, or in something. I cannot really place your face anymore. I don't remember your name.
And you are so far away.

Parallel to whatever I think, you are. And I have never been so sure that something existed as I am about you. But I might be wrong, you'd said. No. Not as far as I will decide my own reality and die in the labyrinths of my madness.

Juliet

I`m still here, like the rest of the world.
We kept it quiet, low...like a whisper.
You never know when we might strike back.

I`ve been abandoned, and not.
I`ve been replaced, and forever cheered.
For some..Im not enough. Or nothing.

I became the illusion of their desires,
the light that would shine when they would make up their minds and open their windows.
But I`m still here, waiting for nobody.

Don`t be surprised.
My existence is more than mere words, songs and pictures.
Everything everyone created about me is theirs, for I am not.

Enjoy then, the light that reflects on you, for is not me.

ROMEO AND JULIET- DIRE STRAITS
"a lovestruck romeo sings the streets a serenade
laying everybody low with a lovesong that he made
finds a streetlight steps out of the shade
says something like you and me babe how about it?

juliet says hey it`s romeo you nearly gave me a heart attack
he`s underneath the window she`s singing hey la my boyfriend`s back
you shoudn`t come around here singing up at people like that
anyway what you gonna do about it?

juliet the dice were loaded from the start
and I bet and you exploded in my heart
and I forget I forget the movie song
when you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong juliet?.."