There is no if...Just This

4.23.2007

Take it or leave it

You make me remember those times
You make go where I though I couldn't be anymore

You drag me to the the place I don't exist
and blame me for the choice I never made

Take me now, or whatever is left of me
For tomorrow I will mutate into a caterpillar.

Someday the time will be mine to exists again
in the meantime, there is nothing else left.

"Its not that we are scared, it's just that it's delicate"

4.21.2007

Left behind

We run in circles
we miss each other every time
we give up

We run towards the light
the paradise that we have lost
and once we get outside,
the light shines behind us

I keep trying to be something im not
But what if that's my true nature?
Selfish, selfish selfish.
I'm not only human, I devour.

And nothing satisfies me anymore
No one can tell me where to go
I am lost, and no one can reach me
nothing can touch me


I just want to be this girl that I used to be...