We are so far away

There is no time to dwell
But the world is catching up on me
and I am so weary

He whistled all night long
and made me smile for a while
but I need you closer
and I sleep in an empty room

And I try so hard to find something else,
to keep my mind busy with he things I know
but nostalgia is hard to get rid of.

This is nothing like I thought it would be,
because we should be proud of what we've become,
and I miss the idea of you.

I dont want to crash