Run Away II

I want back the last three weeks of my life.
I want back all the messages I sent you.
I want back all the music I gave you, all the books I lent you.
I want back all the invitations I extended.
I want back all the kisses I gave you.
I want back the hand I gave you to hold.
I want back all the love.

And you,
you can take your insecurity.
You can take your selfishness,
your empty promises,
and all the pain and shitty mess you've caused.

Please, take it all and leave me alone.

You have left me in chaos
I have no clue where to run
and yet I will still run into you.

I cannot put my life on hold,
and I cannot hide the tears

So please please please disappear.